I love you. But I’m really jealous that ****** keeps sticking to you and you like, sort of get closer to her. I’m sorry. But I’m possesive. I love you. And I want to sense your love for me. I don’t feel that. And I’d like to believe that’s because you don’t express yourself well. But I keep lying to myself. And I realise that I can’t anymore. This hole in my heart is getting bigger and bigger by the day. And I take my painkilliers by lying and concealing my emotions. But I know these will soon run out. These excuses, are no more. And then I’ll die from the acute pain. Afterall, I really don’t accept breakups that well. I can’t stand people drifting away as well. HOW??! What should I do… I’d rather drift away from you. But I can’t bear to do so. I just cannot keep firm . You know I always give in to you. Afterall, I love you.

Forgive me. I'll leave one day...

Rosette
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