Saturday, July 31, 2010

I feel so accomplished.
My weight is now 38.6 kg :) muahahahahahah

Rosette
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Finished watching KHR episode 195 :D
G-Archery rocks :D
I LOVE GOKUDERA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*Getting ecstatic*
Lol.
Finished the HCL script thing. Sort-of lah. Sent to the people already. Never reply... 0.o

Rosette
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Friday, July 30, 2010

Hi.
I now weigh 40 kg yay. But I swear I'm gonna work it off. Can't stand the thought of exceeding 40 :O
Oh BTW the reason for my weight gain is fairly simple. I just ate big-time just now.
Yepp. Dinner at Carlton Hotel. The food not very nice -.-
In total cost about 190++ (Mum, Dad and I).
So after xiju dad and I went to fetch mum from office to go eat. Lol. I ATE A LOT OF CAKES. Oh they got chocolate fondue there also. But I somehow think Shangri-la the high tea one nicer :P
Shall go next month with Joycelynn since her brithday is next month AHA!
Oops.
(guilty)
NOPE NOPE.
I MUST LOSE WEIGHT URGHHHH

Rosette
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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Epic-ly chionging History Project and Math Assignment and MOV key questions

Rosette
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Sometimes knowing the truth hurts. And especially when you've known it all this while. It's just that you didn't want to face up to it. And then you regret it. But oh well. What's eternal? Love? Friendship? Or maybe just the pain in my heart. A wound reopened too often. Maybe I should just bleed to death. Knowing that my heart aches. But I'm willing to die of this acute pain. I just want to be acknowledged. Too much to ask for?

Rosette
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Saturday, July 24, 2010

What I seriously don't like about you is that you're fucking insensitive. You don't bother about the other people around you, and you just live in that world of yours where you can just ignore people as and when you like it. Just because people love you doesn't mean you take it for granted you bitch. 你完全伤透了我的心. Because you don't bother. You don't even bother to console people. You just act all high and mighty when all I want, sometimes, is that little assuarance that I still exist in your eyes. What happened in the humanities room that day? You know very well I was crying. You just kept quiet like you didn't know me. And even Sabrina noticed I was crying and asked me why. YOU? What were you doing when I wanted to feel wanted? Why am I drifting away? I'm not alone, I'm with you, yet my heart is colder than ever. I was alone. I was left to cry myself. What is this?! What are you?!
I'm outta this. I don't fit in anymore.

Rosette
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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Why is it that there always has to be someone responsible for everything bad that happens? Why can't it be just deemed as a miscommunication? It's so unfair...

Rosette
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Monday, July 19, 2010

Oh and now I'm starting to like Gokudera also :)
狱寺 隼人
Gokudera Hayato <3

Rosette
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Ran with valerie to mountbatten today haha. So retarded omg. Everyone looking at us i think. BUT I FEEL SO CHEATED! she claims that she intended to run with me to assembly this morning. And then 就这么算了. -.- So evil lorhh.
OH BUT I WEIGH MYSELF. And turns out still a little far from my original weight. And I kindly cycled for like 20 minutes :) Oh and now I'm back to my original weight. And she doesn't have to run with me to KFC tomorrow because she will download 红蝴蝶 for me :D
Valerie is someone with 很少原则 hmm. And then still stay is partly because she is kind also. So 厚脸皮 lol.
That's all :)

Rosette
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Sunday, July 18, 2010

Aha!
菜,你完蛋了。I just weighed myself this morning BEFORE I ate breakfast. (SO KIND RIGHT) And then I now weigh 39 kg :) yay. remember what you promised me ah

Rosette
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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Hi People.
You know what? I went to read this book just now. It's called an autograph book. I still remember how in primary school EVERYONE had one :) And I wanted to let this certain person sign but looks like fate said no :) Whatever lah.
Was just reading the messages. And realised JOEY NGEOW wrote in it before. Lol. And many others. All is P6 that time one... *melacholy air*

Shall write them here.

Chuan Jie: Hi Tan Xuan, Sorry if my profile looks abit plain and always remember me as a good friend.

Joey Ngeow: Heyys :) Advice from me: Be more flexible, no offence. Live well. Play well. Eat well. Shit well. (Symptoms that u r healthy!)

Le Yin: Hey there!!! We have been classmates for 6 years!!! Although we r not considered v.good frenz, but I still wish you gd luck in everything you do. Sorry if my Autograph is a little ugly, but I'm still not used 2 your format...

Claire Chew: Hi Tan Xuan :D We rock, yeah! Hope you'll remember me after we... GRADUATE. You so smart sure can go to the school of your choice one. STRIVE hard for sec 1! Jia You! Good Luck in everything you do!

Cheryl Ng: Dear Tan Xuan, thank you for letting me write in your A.B. Try to remember me if you can. Hope you get into your dream school!

Sharyuen Soh: Heya Tan Xuan... :) Thanks for letting me write in your AB... Keep in touch kay... And if you go to America, get me some bubblegum...presents and goodies!

Dilys: Thx for letting me write in ur Auto bk! If you need to go 4 cosmetic surgery again... come and find me. May we be friends 4ever! See ya!

Pinkett: Thx so much for being my friend. Though there were many times we quarreled for no reason, I'm really glad that we are still friends. One good thing about you is that you and I share one big big big interest. That is Hong Kong Drama fans. I had a great time discussing about these shows. U rock!

Yi Min: Dear Tan Xuan, You do such a great job in being my best friend! Primary school is ending and I am so sad to part with and bid goodbye to you. The past year I had experience was fun I will never forget partly becos of the memories spent with you! All the bad and good things we have done together was so thrilling! I thereby thank you for making my year! Thx very much!

Amanda Tan: Dear Tan Xuan, Thx 4 lettin' me write in ur AB. It has come to the end of the yr & I hope you have all your wishes fulfilled. It was great havin u as a fren & I hope we will continue 2 keep in contact! Wish u gd luck 4 ur future!

Mrs E Geh: Dearest Tan Xuan, You Are A Wonderful Pupil With Great Potential! God Bless & Best Wishes!

Miss Grace Lee: Dear Tan Xuan, It has been great teaching you. I have enjoyed the discussions I had with you. Continue to read as reading is the key to greater knowledge. I would like to wish you all the best for the future.

Ong Ju: Hi Tan Xuan, Thx 4 letting me write in your AB. I remember we would have discussions during class and you sat in front of me =) Good luck and hope you go to a good school next year!

Melissa Ong: Hi Tan Xuan! Hope you get good results for PSLE and go to your dream school! 加油 Cha! Cha! Cha!

Faith Yim: Hi gurl thanks 4 allowing me write thy autobk! Will miss you and gd.luck in wat eva you do!

Agnes Tan: Hi Tan Xuan, Sorry 4 the untidy handwriting. Anyway, wish you pass PSLE with flying colours. And get into the school you want to go!!!

Guo Anqi: Tan Xuan, you have been a good 徒弟, must work hard when you go sec school hor! Don't play play so much la! Bye.



Everything I just typed above is word-for-word and super accurate :)

Rosette
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Katekyo Hitman Reborn Episode 193 inside never show HIBARI :(

Rosette
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Denise and Valerie are nice people :D

Rosette
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I'm watching 施公奇案now celery :) JEALOUS RIGHT

Rosette
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Friday, July 16, 2010

Why Arianna and Denise rebond their hair???
I miss Arianna. Why New York so far away?!

Rosette
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Hi I'm blogging again because a kind soul called 油菜 WANTS ME TO UPDATE :)
Well today first period was GEOGRAPHY. YES THE PRESNTATION WHICH I ONLY STARTED ON THE DAY BEFORE. And don't even know what I wrote. Just anyhow copy and paste one. Just memorised my script like 2 minutes before lorh. And then because that stewpeed limmeirong took a hundred thousand years to finish talking, I almost forgot what to say. -.-
Oh then I went up and managed to remember :D And I think I was really soft haha. And when answering the question directed at me, I totally crap my way through one lorh. And yet senglee was like nodding his head :) (YEAH! SUCCESS)
Oh and I remember during Science in lab, BENJAMIN was such a nuisance. (He's in my table NOOOOOO) Oh and one part he went away and after he came back, he said, "Hi, I know your all miss me right?" I said, "Yeah. Indeed, 'In loving memory of Benjamin Tan Yi-Ming'." And he was like, "我死了吗?" I wanted to say, "Nope Benjamin, 不要太高估自己,在我们的心中,你从来没有存在过." But I decided not to be so mean and just kept it at that. Hah. If Benjamin wants to be mean, he still needs to learn from me :)
Aiyah I slept during xiju you know. 范老师 crapped, okay lah, talked for one and a half hour plus you know. OMG. So sian.
Haiz haiz haiz.
Nothing to post liao cai.
This is the longest I can crap.
Will post again soon. ONCE I FIGURE OUT HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS FOR THIS SPECIAL FRIEND. AND NO IT'S NOT YOU. :)
Be entertained :) And watch your 谈情说案 lah

Rosette
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

找在世间那位触碰心弦
若碰到会否因爱不断
让俩心承诺不变
纵使兜多几个圈
愿这生也可因爱生存
愿这生爱可保证不断
让爱恋程度不变
每天要活在热恋
世间转变超出你我预算
无需多番埋怨
延续故事宁可泰然
冬天也觉微暖
let it flow let it flow
i believe love will flow
若是终可遇见多好
心想爱如能预告
他日回望难免期望太高
日后假使为爱担保
试问谁值得抱紧像宝
是否永远终老
天若看到我演的那出戏
但究竟最终怎会分离
是我蠢从未处理
至少昨日曾和你
俩心紧扣公园里抱着你
如今手挽行李
重拾昨日回忆远离
终于也要忘记

Rosette
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Sunday, July 11, 2010

YAY I LOVE HIBARI

Rosette
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Atsuko-Chan
Chikoka-Chan
haha

Rosette
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Friday, July 9, 2010

Got flagday tomorrow. And Humanities Challenge thingy next Saturday. And appointment with our favourite Dr Warren Lee the week after next. Looks like I'm fully booked these few Saturdays :)

Rosette
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Thursday, July 8, 2010

I love you. But I’m really jealous that ****** keeps sticking to you and you like, sort of get closer to her. I’m sorry. But I’m possesive. I love you. And I want to sense your love for me. I don’t feel that. And I’d like to believe that’s because you don’t express yourself well. But I keep lying to myself. And I realise that I can’t anymore. This hole in my heart is getting bigger and bigger by the day. And I take my painkilliers by lying and concealing my emotions. But I know these will soon run out. These excuses, are no more. And then I’ll die from the acute pain. Afterall, I really don’t accept breakups that well. I can’t stand people drifting away as well. HOW??! What should I do… I’d rather drift away from you. But I can’t bear to do so. I just cannot keep firm . You know I always give in to you. Afterall, I love you.

Forgive me. I'll leave one day...

Rosette
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sherah yap
hi:)
Okay lah you're adorable and funny. :) But you tell really lame cold jokes and sometimes it *ahem* brings me to the north pole (although you prefer the south pole) and then you mistreat my bear and then you like to eat instant noodles when you come my house. Okay lah, its because my house got nothing to eat and then although you claim that angels don't need to eat, you are always hungry by the time you come my house. But you love me :) (the only one who does) And that's all :)



P.S. SHERAH YAP IS BESIDE ME NOW AND I CAN'T WRITE WORSE THINGS :(

Rosette
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

for my best friend
Hey, I haven't found you yet, but you know that if you WERE my best friend you'll know. Trust me. I believe in love between friends. And I don't think there's anything wrong when Antonio tells Bassanio he loves him. So if you're my friend, yes. My purse, my person, is yours. I believe in giving your heart to an important friend. You know we'll have great times together.
Oh yes.
I love you :)

Rosette
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

• Your best friend
• Your crush
• Your parents
• Your sibling (or closest relative)
• Your dreams
• A stranger
• Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Your favorite internet friend
• Someone you wish you could meet
• Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• A deceased person you wish you could talk to
• The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
• Someone you wish could forgive you
• Someone you’ve drifted away from
• The person you miss the most
• Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Someone from your childhood
• The person that you wish you could be
• Someone that pesters your mind; good or bad
• The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Someone you judged by their first impression
• Someone you want to give a second chance to
• The last person you kissed
• The person that gave you your favorite memory
• The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• The last person you made a pinky promise to
• The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Someone that changed your life
• The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
• Your reflection in the mirror

I'm going to start blogging on these someday :)

Rosette
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Hibari Kyoya
云雀恭弥 <3
My wallpaper is of him.
JEALOUS RIGHT :)

Rosette
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Monday, July 5, 2010

Spam-Watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn while waiting for Sherah Yap to come online

Rosette
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Sunday, July 4, 2010

Hi

I'm going to 发牢骚

我刚剪了头发。And it's too short. I seriously think that all hairdressers have 深仇大恨 with my hair :(

I told her to cut until here (shows) and then she's like, "Cut until there your hair will still 翘. I cut until here can?" I said wlao very short lehh. She said, "cut for you to see." Before i could refuse, she cut off a chunk of my hair. By then I couldn't do anything already right?!
WTF man

Rosette
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I know that you secretly love me.
And I regret letting you go...

Rosette
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I know the basics of every topic there is on the Math Notes :)
I=Zai

Rosette
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Saturday, July 3, 2010

I shall post about yesterday and boast about my kind deeds :)
Yesterday was Youth Day celebration.

And then it was supposed to end at 1245. Nevermind that it ended at 1300. We hadn't finished the montage thing. So at first some of them (who else) wanted to stay back and do, if not have to ask limmeirong to bring home. Then she went to eat lunch then Randall told us nevermind, we do early Tuesday morning. So we, mainly myself, packed up everything. Wlao that stupid Kangyin they all wasted so much paint sia. And so now the montage, paint, paintbrushes and palattes are on the shelve. :)

After that I went to eat. Met Kiahieng and Amy so we went cafe to eat. Then they had to go CCA so I was left alone. Went back to class and met mirabel. She was staying back to do HCL project lol. But then it was cancelled. So mirabel dragged me down to eat with her. At the cafe, yes, I ate again. :P We went up. Only left Jiaying and Jiajin in the class doing the 阅读 thing. Tsk tsk. mirabel asked Jiajin whether he would be taking bus 30. He said yes. So mirabel asked him when he will finish. (By that time it was 1.45?) He said 2.00 so we waited for him. Then it started raining. Heavily. So we had to stay in class. And then by 2.00 he haven't finish. Said 2.15, still not done. 2.30, 2.40, 3.15, 3.30, we finally left at 3.45. Almost no rain liao.

At arnd 2.40, the two fellas asked me to help them buy drinks/food. I kindly agreed. Asked Jiaying what drink she want. "Anything." "Anything then I go watercooler take water for you ah." "Guailan lah." Lol. Went down helped them buy two hot dogs with tomato. And lemon tea lol. My poor aiming caused a dent in Jiaying's cup :)

I still remember at arnd 2.15 Jiajin said, "Should I bring home and do?" Wlao the thunder was deafening I tell you. After that when angelina came up from St. Johns, she said she heard a 超大声 thunder thanks to Jiajin saying the wrong thing. Haha. I tell you it was really super loud.

Oh and then mirabel and I ended up playing Hangman. Then we wanted to leave already lor, at 3.15. Then Jiajin 为了挽留 us, he gave us this word which we took quite long to guess. Armadillo. Then we kept giving animals lol. Then that joker Jiaying suddenly put (something) guess what. The word was dustbin. lol. Then Jiajin and Jiaying gave a word each. And they put (concern animals). I was like wtf? It turned out to be "mirabel" and "jiaying". LOL

Crap enough le lah.

In the end, Jiajin finshed *yeah* and Jiaying didn't. And she said she will scan her today. Yes today, not yesterday. So Jiajin went to put in the locker while we held the lift for him. We were like, "You better run ah." So we counted for 60 seconds. Aiyah you know how fast he runs one lah. And then mirabel suddenly say, "What if he cannot find the locker leh?" So we gave him 20 seconds buffer lol. For finding xls and mrs vora's locker. (Had to hand in TKAM essay for that Jiaying also)

Finallt managed to go to Bedok interchange. Then 9-ed home :)

Reached home at 5+.

When I was dismissed at 1. WOW

The End

Rosette
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Friday, July 2, 2010

TIRED :)
Be you, be Youth.

I LOVE MY CLASS! 2H rocks

Rosette
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Thursday, July 1, 2010

雪下思——《铁马寻桥》
原唱:郑嘉颖
翻唱:秋枫
人獨自難敵寒霜 
彷似躺於雪地上 
煙雨飄散在我臉龐然後結霜
雨紛紛我思故鄉 
夕陽斜照風卻是涼
人在遠方 蟬沒有和唱
也許今天風雨未眠 
也許身邊兵荒馬亂 
總算心裡血脈仍相連

長河清水在流 我的愛永不休
何年總再聚頭 夜裡伴君喝酒
情如手足深厚 我心裡的情義長留千秋 
如白雪漸變厚

Rosette
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吴卓羲---红蝴蝶

雨水冷洗情不会淡
猛风再吹而不散
愁云和月之间
也不孤单
你足以倾城的两眼
较花与草还璀璨
然而眉目恍惚飘散有一丝慨叹

流水透彻出我俩
沿路满布风霜也雪亮
天空灰暗
爱得到了景仰

世间什麼爱叫纯洁
你甘愿化振翅红蝴蝶
饱经挫折
伤口淌血都不至会磨灭
世间什麼爱叫纯洁
处在绝望仍力竭
留守最尾一起哪怕历劫

举杯畅饮河边秀美
奏一阙曲传千里
斜阳随著清风
已幽幽泛起
你的美比繁花更美
我心却只能希冀
红蝴蝶漫天飞很美我一生铭记

流水透彻出我俩
沿路满布风霜也雪亮
天空灰暗
爱得到了景仰

世间什麼爱叫纯洁
你甘愿化振翅红蝴蝶
饱经挫折
伤口淌血都不至会磨灭
世间什麼爱叫纯洁
处在绝望仍力竭
留守最尾一起哪怕历劫

世间什麼爱叫纯洁
你甘愿化振翅红蝴蝶
饱经挫折
伤口淌血都不至会磨灭
世间什麼爱叫纯洁
处在绝望仍力竭
留守最尾一起哪怕历劫

Rosette
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I want to sleep.

Rosette
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