It is said to relieve one's senses and let the person relax.
I drank two pots by my own just now. I didn't fall asleep, even though it was raining and I was in bed, hugging my teddy bear. I really wished I could just fall asleep and then never wake up. I HATE STRESS!
Problems.
Friendship problems, Career problems, Relationship problems, Financial problems.
I don't think I needa explain about the Friendship and Relationship part. And don't think too deep. Relationship simply means 人际关系. Right.
The Career part refers to my studies. Grades... I don't think I can get my 4.2 GPA. I wasted lots of time. 1 month, even more. I'm wasting myself away. I wish I never chose to get into Dunman High, with it being an IP school and all the people in it... You get the drift.
Financially, I'm in need of help. To put it simply, I'm broke. Like, not literally, I still get my allowance and that all, just that I haven't been able to control my spending. Splurging on things that I may never need. Well, not really. I've been binging. I think it relieves stress.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could just drink a pot of chamomile or Lavender and just sleep and forget about problems? Normal sleeping at night isn't peaceful at all. Dreams... That will never come true. Falling asleep after relief of stress sounds so cool. I wanna experience it someday.
No, you don't really have to bother about me. I'm bleeding inside, yes. But Imma be strong.
I'll survive.
It started drizzling @ 8:21 PM
